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[January 14 2007] |
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He can be so nice, then so mean... He can care and protect, make you laugh, and at the same time play games with your head And after he's done with that, he'll tear your heart out, rip it into the smallest fragments known to man and leave it on the floor, while all you can do is stand there, not being able to cry because you're so numb, because you thought that there was something there, when really there was nothing but a wayward boy out to break a poor girls fragile heart, because he didnt know what he wanted
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| my horoscope for this mnth... pretty true so far |
[January 7 2007] |
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You're in for a pretty romantic first day of the New Year, but you can handle it. Yep. When the clock strikes twelve, you're just getting started, and the thrill lasts all the way into the morning of the 2nd -- if not much, much longer. By the 3rd, you're ready to retreat a little. Go ahead and take a rest, but for goodness sake, don't call the whole thing off! On the 8th, it's time for action. Well, what are you going to do? On the 12th and 13th, if at all possible, hold hands with anybody, whether it's a good friend, a cousin or that hot potato from the New Year's Eve party. Sometimes it's good to hold hands just because. On the 28th, it's time to get serious about getting romantic. Yep, whatever it is you need to do, you need to do it now! Use the phone, drop by, make a dinner reservation, buy a new date sweater -- now's the time. On the 21st, something changes in your romantic situation, in a good way. Cool! On the 26th, spend the day getting prepped, because the 27th and 28th are pretty darn romantic.
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[January 7 2007] |
It's weird...when your a kid you have
this picture of how your life is gonna
be,and it never crosses your mind
that it's not gonna end up like that...
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| About this one boyy .. |
[January 7 2007] |
hes so mean. Really.
=(
He makes me wayyy too upset all the time.
I know we're over but i just cant help feeling this way.
Today at work he left and brought his girlfriend food. It really upset me. I dont understand what she has that I dont. And I still dont understand why he led me on while he had a girlfriend.
He lied to me
I wanna get over it but i just cant =/
I'm not jealous, no I'm not
I just want everything she's got
you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way
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| over the break |
[January 2 2007] |
Lets seee we got out of school on friday the 22nd but I didnt go to school that day. I had an appointment with the urologist. We set a date for my surgury to get my kidney stones out. That night I went to the mall to get the rest of my shopping done and I also had work at 5. While I was at the mall I got interviewed and was on the 11:00 news that night. It was pretty awesome. I didnt go out friday night just because I was at the mall until 11 and it was a long nighhttt. So I went home and went right to bed. I woke up really early on saturday and did the rest of my shopping and went tanning. Im actually starting to get soo tan! I had work that night from 6-11 and after work I went to the club. It was a fun time. I got home really late like around 3 or 4 and went right to bed. Sunday morning I woke up at 9 and went to work from 10-4. I wasnt gonna talk to josh all day because I knew he was lying to me about his girlfriend but he brought me frappichinos like 12 of them hahaha and im like joshhh frappichinos dont solve everything. He think they do. But whatever it was a good day. Josh drove me home after work, I got home around 415-430 and I got ready really quick for 5:30 mass. After mass we came back home and the whole family came over. I got my coach bag = ) I love it soo much its sooo cuteee. Everyone left around 1130-12 and I went really nuts I guess because I was soo drink lol ... my sister said I was nuttsss! ahaha I dont really remember. Anyway I guess I went to bed and then the next morning my sister woke me up really early becasue she was soo excited about opening presents. I got alot of stuff like a really lot. I got over 400 dollars plus gift certificates. Plus a Dolce and Gabbana bag, coach bag, and a purse from Victorias Secret. Plus I got the Limited Edition pink outfit. A ton of clothes, boots, new clogs, and muchh moree. It was a veryy good christmas. That night me and Eric had a really nice conversation and I honestly dont even know whats gonna happen from here. All I do know is that were getting along really good and we had a really nice heart to heart. Sooo we might talk about getting back together but im not really sure. The next day I woke up, Went tanning then went shopping. I got TWO guniea Pigs!! They are soooo cute! I had work from 430-9. I called Amanda after work and she came over. We ordered food and then we made some calls to decide what were doing. We ended up hanging out with Tyler, Kyle, and Shayne. And Kyle locked his keys in his car... OH GOD! So we had to wait forever for his sister to come and bring him keys. We got home around 1230-1 and just hung out. Around 2 we get a call from Justin he wasss sooooo drunk! hahaha and hes like can me and Giryes come over? Im like ugh I guess so. So they came over and it was a good time. We did Justins makeup.. hahaha and they went into sheetz like that ... o geeezzz.. so they ended up leaving around 3 or 4 and we went to bed because amanda had to wake up for a tourney. The next day amanda left around 10 and i went tanning took a shower got ready and went shopping with my mom. Thursday I had work and omg what a night. Tracy worked with me and she had Chris and Joe come see us. They are soo cute.. But Josh got really jealous and mad at me, but of course by the end of the night everything was all right like usual.. I had to stay at work til 11 because the other girl was sick. So it sucked really bad. I didnt get out of there until like 1230 becasue the new guy we hired is really stupid. So I just went home and went to bed. Friday I went to the mall to go look for a new years eve outfit. I ended up getting this really cute shirt at express. It was a long sleeve green one.. it was adorable. After I left express this really gross petifile guy came up to me eww.. it was soo gross. He was telling me I should be a model and all this stuff. Ew so I walked into limited too because thats where my mom was and I had to get my paycheck. He followed me in! I couldnt beleive it. What a perv. So after that my mom found the mall cops and told them about him and what happened. That really freaked me out. Thats sooo disgusting! So anyway we left the mall and I didnt even get to poick out any shoes because I was soo freaked out. So we left and my Aunt Jill dropped the baby off at our house to babysit her. Jessica was nuts.. omg she was crazy. She was bouncing off the walls. And my sister taught her how to say bitch ahaha it was sooo funny. I love my cousin! Anyway Amanda came over around 7 and Tyler and Matt picked us up around 8 to hang out. We went to taco bell and there was a fight there so we watched lol it was funny. And then we saw Tylers ex and she yelled "slut" out the wondow and called amandas phone. What a bitch, get over it. Anyway they dropped us off around 10 because amanda couldnt stay out and we watched a move and then she went home. Saturday was suchhh a good night. OMG. The club was CRAZYYY! So anyway saturday...hmmm... i woke up around 10 and went to the mall with my mom to get my nails done, eye brows waxed, tanning, and a new pair of shoes for the night. We left the mall around 1 and I went home and got ready for work at 4. Work sucked,because that morning I had a nice conversation with Joshs girlfriend. So I go into work and he tried to reverse the whole thing on me and tell me that he doesnt wanna hear it... hes just mad because he got caught... I dont understand why guys think they can play two smart girls and get away with it.. I jut dont get it. He lost two wonderful girls, He'll eventually regret it. So anyway I got to leave work an hour early cus it was dead and I needed to go home and shower and stuff because I didnt wanna smell from working. So I got home got ready and left my house at 10. I got to the club around 1030 and I looked amazing.. I was ready to leave because I thought it was gonna suck but soo many awesome people showed up and I had such a good time. We were int he cage pretty much the whole night... And I got to dance with wally haha oh boy.. did we put on a show.. everyone was watching. It was amazing. I danced with sooo many hot guys.. It was such a good time. I love my girls! Were pimps ;] We left around 2 and I went home and was sooo hyper I didnt get to bed at all that night. I had work from 10-4 on sunday and I was working with no sleep and josh wasnt helping the situation. I hate him so much. Im so glad were done talking.So I got out of work at 4 took a nap til 6 and then got ready and decided what im doing. I woke up around 6 and called Janelle over. We got ready and went to the club, but it was sooo stupid and there was no one there... which was really suprising. So we left and inviting everyone over my house. So me Cilla, JAnelle, and Val came back over my house and called some boyyysss ;]. Finally Angelo and Ryan got here like right at 12 and I got a new year kiss from Ry I was soo happy. I really like him, but I dont know if anythingn is even gonna happen between us but whatever ill just take it for what it is. Anyway we drank an dI got really drunk. Janelle left around 2 and the boys stayed for a while. they probably left around 4 I wanted ryan to stay really bad buttt he didnt = ( he was supposed to with angelobut ang didnt wanna stay because janelle wasnt so whatever. I went to sleep all by myself. The next morning I had to wake up at 9 for work at 10. Worked sucked... I was soo hungover and there was NOONE at the mall. It as so dead. So I got to leave at 1. I went home and pretty much slept all day. I woke up at 7 and watched the first 4 episodes of 24 the 5th season. Its such a good season so far.. I cant even wait for the new one to start. I got to bed around 1. It was sooo hard waking up for school today. ughhh. I hated going back. It was horrible. I felt so sick and tired. WE had a lockdown today two some guy had like hostages on main street. OMG it was horrible. I was soo scared. After school I got home and went to take a nap. I woke up aroiund 6 and watched the next 8 episodes of 24 Im on the last one now. Ugh what a good episode.. Well im gonna finish watching this and then get to bed.
<3
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| This past weekend and week |
[December 7 2006] |
So saturday i started my job at FYE. It was fun i guess except for my shirt thats way to huge on me! O well its only seasonal. Anyway I met a cute boy there = ) and i saw luke too and he was with his fat girlfriend lol... anyway after work i went home and took a nap then got ready and matt picked me up and we went to andys and watched a movie there. I came home around 1230 because i had work the next morning. Sunday i worked allllllll day then came home and decorated the tree and went to go watch desperate housewives at 9n and it was a freakin REPEAT... I was sooooo upset! Tuesday i went to school haha and me and Michele had fun in algebra with Elsie =) haha After school I had work at FYE thats about it. Yesterday I had school. After school I had work at FYE and I saw everyone there! First I stopped in sears to see rich. Then Giryes came to see me and I saw some asshole that im very mad at now = ( After work I came home and I was having horrible pains in my stomach so my mom took me to the hospital and my freakin kidney stones are back. I guess I still had two in me from the last time I passed one. So they gave me some really good pain meds and i got home around 5 and decided i wasnt going to school today. So today I slept all day and woke up around 2 and got ready for work. I had work from 430-9 and it pretty much sucked! Me and Josh fought the whole time. He said he was sorry though so i guess its okay. Tomorrow should be fun.. i get to go into school late because i have to go see the urologist .
<3
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[November 30 2006] |
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Well I havent written in about 2 weeks, so much has happened though.. me and amanda my "best friend" got into a fight over something really really stupid. Me and Luke talked about getting back together but of course it didnt work out. I got a new job. Eric Got mad at me and said I changed. Giryes started talking to me again. and I met this new kid Matt = ). Of course I love being single. So ill start off with thanksgiving. Okay so the sunday before Luke texts me and says he misses me and wants to get back together. Well I wasnt gonna lt him off this easy so i was gonna make him wait. Well thanksgiving he starts being an ass so I ask if i can come over later to talk. Baddd idea. So I get to his house around 9 and all his friends were there with him lifting and im like HELLOOO?! Like seriously why would you invite your friends over when your gonnna tlak with a girl you wanna get back together with?!?! This kid must be retarded. Thats no way to get a girl back. So I just said okay im leaving and he got really mad, so that was the last time I talked to him. He didnt even attempt to call me or im me since.. but i think its for the best because im having fun just being single. So After I left his house on thursday I went over Michele's house to sleepover because we were going blackfriday shopping really early. Sooo when i got there Andy was there and we kinda just hung out and then when he left me and Michele went online for a little bit and then attempted to sleep, but i kept getting calls from people. So we finally fell to bed around 2 and we had to wake up at 3 so we were so tired. We arrived at steamtown around 4 and we walked around til all the stores opened.. I got soo much! And I only spent like 400 dollars! I got soo much christmas shopping done too. I was soooo proud of myself! So after we left steamtown we went down to the wyoming valley mall and shopped some more. Then I went home and took a nap and got ready for work at 4. I only worked til 8 though so it wasnt that bad. and then after work Giryes texted me and asked me if I wanted to comeover! Of Course i said yes. So justin picked me up and we just hung out at his house. It was fun... I really missed hanging out with Giryes. I dont know whats going on with us now butttt im just gonna kinda take it for what it is.. and not rush into anything again. I was with him until about 12 then he dropped me off and i came home and went to bed because I was exausted! Saturday me and giryes were supposed to go out to lunch but we didnt =/ so i just went shopping with my mom. And then at 630 I met Michele, Janelle, and Brandon for dinner. Dinner was fun there was this girl working there that hated me because her boyfriend likes me. NOT MY FAULT! whatever. So we were all scared to eat our food because we thought she did stuff to it. So anyway after dinner we went bowling and eric was supposed to meet up down there but he never did so i flipped out on him. Whatever! So I got home around 1130 andI had to babysit = ( It pretty much sucked! Sunday ... hmmm I had work from 10-4 and after work I came home and me and my mom ordered food and got baskin Robbins. After that We watched Desperate Housewives and then Bryan came to pick me up and we hung out for a little. Monday I didnt have school. I think I went to go see my cousin and get my nails done. Tuesday ugh first day back to school.. .it dragged on forever. After school I went up to FYE for an interview.. and I got the job!! Im so awesome .. I get hired everywhere! After my interview Giryes picked me up and we went bowling it was fun. I still suck at bowling but hey im getting better =) Wednesday school and work.. not a very interesting day.. Today I was sick and I stayed home from school and I had work from 4-9 it was horrible. Tomorrow should be fun though... its friday = ) I cant wait for this weekend !! <3
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| Since you been gone |
[November 18 2006] |
So of course me and Luke are over because I can never ever keep a guy. So anyway Wednesday i saw Luke in school and his earrings actually look retarded so i laughed. Hes stupid! Thursday me and Luke called it quits. Screw him. Hes a loser and he'll regret it eventually. Thursday night I hung out with Shawn for the first time in a long time. And it was pretty fun. I miss hanging out with all my guy friends. Im so happy to be single again. This is def. the way to be. Yesterday school sucked. Both me and Janelles boyfriends broke upw ith us so we talked about it like al day. After school I came home took a nap and got ready for my night. Janelle picked me up around 730 and we headed up to go out to eat. First we arrived at Red Lobster and it was closed! So then we went to Olive Garden and that was closed.. Everywhere up there was closed because of some wated contamination problem. So I called Michele and told her we have to go to Ruby Tuesdays because it was like the only place open. So me and Janelle met Michelle and Andy at Ruby Tuesdays around 8 and we ate. After we were done eating Andy and Michele left and I saw erics dad.. how weird. It was very awkward. Anyway me and Janelle decided to go bowling. It was fun and I got a few strikes haha gooo me! Anyway Eric Zike and Steve met us there and we hung out with them until 11:30 -12. We took them home and then we got home. And of course Eric called me... o geez here it goes again. After that I went to bed. Today I woke up at like 10 to a cute text from eric =) He makes me happy. So anyway tonight should be fun because Me, Amanda, Trish, and Lauren are haning out and doing whatever. I am seriously so happy to be single. Hopefully ill see eric tonight too = )
♥
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| this week so far <3 |
[November 14 2006] |
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This week is okay sooo far. So sunday I had work from 10-4 at Pizza Bella and after work I ran home and took a quick shower then rushed over Lukes house and were aLLL better now. = ) I was so happy we talked and stuff . Monday after school i went over Lukes house again for a little and then i had work from 5-930 at the mall. Today was a half day and I went home got changed and then called Michele to make plans. Me and Michele went to Chilis to eat lunch and then went shopping at the mall. It was fun. Michelle left at 3 because she had work and I went to go visit Rich for an hour at Sears and then I went to work until 930. And this week is going to get sooo much better by Saturday!! I cant wait!
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| this week sucked biggg timme |
[November 12 2006] |
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Sooo last week was semi... semi was okay... me and luke got into a fight but whats new DRAMA FOLLOWS ME EVERYWHERE, it was expected i was gonna get into a fight with someone. Anyway after semi me and Luke make up and we went back to his house to figure out what we were gonna do we finally found a party. I wasnt gonna go to the party but luke was like go because i want to be with you. So i went and the second we got there he left me! He went downstairs to play cards! I couldnt beleive it. So i had to make friends becasue i only knew like 2 people there. And well time went on and i got completly smashed. Luke came upstairs and told me i was sloppy and i had too much to drink.. maybe if he didnt leave me alone i wouldnt have drank that much! Well I went home and my mom found out i was drunk and i got grounded = ( I never ever get grounded. But this time she actually didnt UNBELIEVEABLE! so this was a lonnnnggg week. I actually got out of the house beginning thursday, because thursday and friday i had work up the mall and today i went shopping with my mom and went to the gym.So today was my last day being grounded and im off otmorrow. I cant beleive my mom actually went though with my grounding haha that was a first. And hopefully tomorrow me and luke can work things out becasue lately he seems really pissed at me. It will all work out though. <3
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| this week so far |
[November 1 2006] |
This weeks a good one so far and its just going to get better <3
Sunday Well I had work like all day. I went to Pizza Bella from 10-2 and Limited too from 2-630. After work I went over Amandas house to decide what were doing/wearing for halloween. We decided on her being a school girl and me being a cowgirl but i changed my idea and decided to be a bunny. It turned out cute. Anywayy after Amanda's I met up with Luke and we hung out at his house for a little bit. Then I went home and went to bed.
monday I had school and ugh im getting so sick of school. I cant wait until summer... seriously. After school I took my sister the the cheetah girls concert and then after I went to party city to get bunny ears and it was the last package left... ugh thank god I got it.
tuesday HALLOWEEN!!! It was soo much fun. Okayyy well we had a half day at school. After school I met Luke, Alex. Kelsey, and Matt at Pizza Bella. After we ate Luke and Amanda came over my house and we hung out and me and Amanda got our outfits together. Luke left around 3 and me and Amanda started getting ready. We were done getting ready around 6. We looked sooo good! So we were calling people and seeing what was up. So we finally called Adam and he came and picked us up. We went to McDonalds and drove around. Then we came back to me house and watched scary movies. After Adam left I called Robbie and Luke and told them to come over. Amanda left around 930 because he stomach was killing her. Then Robbie left at 1030 and me and Luke just kinda hung out and watched movies for the rest of the night.
Today Me, Amanda, and Luke decided to skip school. Around 1030 me and Amanda went tanning then came back home to get ready. When we were done we went over Lukes to do projects. We were there until like 6 then john called us and he came to pick us up and we went to grotto. Then I just came home and here i am. I was supposed to go over Lukes buttt of course my mom wouldnt let me cus "I was there all day" whatever. Now hes mad at me. NOT MY FAULT
And the rest of this week should be fun bc
Tomorrow im getting my hair dyed
Friday -- Coughlin game!! and PARTTYY AFTERRR!!!
SATURDAY = SEMI !! wooooooooooooo
this weekend should be funn!
<333
im gonna have tonnnnsss of picturess!
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| this could be the start of something new, it feels so right to be here with you <3 |
[October 24 2006] |
Okaaayyy so i havent written sice October 13th woooowww im lacking = )
Well first things first I have a boyfrienndd =) And I went to the hospital yesterday but im okay now. So after friday lets see me and amanda got into a really stupid fight because she started tlaking to eric..that was totally wrong of her buttt whatever im over it. Soo i started going out with Luke and hes pretty amazing. Im actually so happy hes the first guy in a while that i actually really like. =)im sooo excited andd i got tony to sell us the tickets so now i can go to semi with luke too = ) ♥
And guess what... Im soo sick so i cant go back to school until thursday or friday. Im actually so bored. But Luke has been coming over every day after school to see how i am sooo i guess its all good = )
hes awesome!
Im soo lucky
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[October 13 2006] |
Sooo tonight was awesome... We played Berwick and now were 7-0
buttt im goin out now sooo ill post pictures from tonight later = )
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[October 9 2006] |
Let's just drink to get drunk && tell eachother everything.
For a drunken mind speaks a sober heart;
Then we can go on pretending; like nothing did happen.
Because the truth is ive never fallen so hard.
&& i dont think i could deal with the thought of rejection.
So lets just go on; blaming the shots of vodka
on our drunken minds&& live tonight;
like it was our last
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| Out of the doubt that fills my mind, I finally find you and I collide <3 |
[October 3 2006] |
Well this past week was a confusing one.. Okay so I was tlaking to this kid and he seemed really nice but my step sister told me he was tlaking to this other girl so I just didnt want anything to do with it. Im done with that. Okay so Monday I had work at Pizza Bella and thats all i did all day. Tuesday I woked at Limited too all night, Wednesday I went to go get my semi dress, Thusday I was supposed to hang out with adam but i didnt so screw him, Friday i went to the game with Amanda, Mike, and Tony. Tony asked me out again and I felt so bad but I just dont know if Im ready for another relationship right now. Saturday I worked from 10-2 int he morning then at night i didnt do anything cus i had to babysit. Sunday i had work 10-4 then I went to johns grandmas wake and then came home and watched desperate housewives. Monday I got asked to semi by Tony =). I said yes !! Monday night I had work til 11. And then today I was supposed to have work from 4-8 but I got called off sooo I hung out with Tony =)
<33
Britt
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